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Beginnings:
As
with most artists, my life, as I remember it, has
never been without involvement in art production.
Since my brothers were more athletic, and I had
trick knees which went out of joint every time I
tried to actually use them, I spent much of my
childhood reading and drawing. The drawings were
always done from my mind and I was constantly
upset that I couldn't draw them "correctly" or
color them in as neatly as some of my friends - or
even more maddeningly, as well as my older
brother. At
age six, I quietly discovered how to represent
what I saw fairly accurately on paper, and still
remember that break-through moment (now known as
"drawing from the right side of the brain") when I
fairly successfully copied a magazine print of a
woman dressed in 1890's style clothing. I ran to
show the results to my parents and their delighted
response to that crayon drawing was probably the
beginning of my journey into eventually making art
a life-long passion.
Youth:
We
all get our labels growing up, and I was known as
the artist and one of the girls who played violin
in the school orchestra. Since I neglected to
actually learn to read music, I played by ear,
memorized the pieces, and played well enough to
endure junior high school. By Sr. high, my
deficiencies kept me lagging behind so I finally
quit rather than buckle down to work at something
I lacked passion for. It was my facility for
drawing that really got me hooked. I got the
attention I wanted, loved the process, so
continued drawing stuff I saw as well as stuff
created by my imagination. A growing star in my
own mind!
Later,
in high school, I noticed the art work of another
student who sat quietly in a front desk He kept a
laser focus on his work, didn't visit like the
rest of us, and the quality of his work was far
beyond anything I'd ever imagined anyone my age
could accomplish. I was challenged, and I began to
work much harder to compete, possibly just for the
sake of claiming my self-designated "super artist"
role. As a result, my work improved rapidly, and I
explored many new approaches for expression. It's
fun to look back on that now and realize how much
that experience shaped my approach to teaching art
many years later. The student whose work I admired
went on to become a professional artist.
College:
A
time of trying to do something "worthwhile", so I
dismissed art in favor of trying to learn
something of "value" - like maybe math, a subject
in which I carried glaring deficiencies - all an
attempt to elevate a sense of self-worth. I spent
a couple of years going "away" to college, living
on campus, joining a sorority, feeling pointless,
and left to attend the local university where I
took a few more classes, got good marks,
but lacked direction. So I quit altogether
and married my high school sweetheart. I
returned to school in
Transition
to a Career: One
child and one divorce later, I had an adorable
mouth to feed and no occupation so I enrolled at
the University of Washington He's
Greatly missed.
Teaching
Art:
Thirty
years mixed the joy, enormous humor, and
frustration of working with hormone-ridden
high-schoolers of all stripes. I re-arranged my
curriculum so beginning and advanced students were
enrolled in the same classes. That way the older
and more experienced students could be role
models/mentors for younger students. Instruction
was individualized to a great degree so only some
of the class would be working together on the same
thing at the same time while others were working
on agreed-upon goals. I also took additional
students in as "independent studies" when the lids
on classes were too full to add them as regular
members. The result was a jammed classroom with an
atmosphere of partially controlled chaos. It
seemed to work despite the loose structure, and
provided what I thought to be a more challenging
and creative environment. The work that these kids
produced was top-notch, and we earned a reputation
in our district for having a good art program
which yielded high-quality work. So
many students have given me the greatest gift I
could receive as a teacher: their discovery that
they could tap into resources they didn't know
they possessed. It didn't matter whether they went
off to art school or not. It was just the gift of
watching the process - when students who
took art because they needed an easy elective
found they could actually create beautiful,
creative, high-quality art. I also learned that
those students who succeed in making art their
life are those who really want it. They combine
their talent with drive, passion, belief in self,
have a strong work ethic, and the ability to do
the legwork the system demands.
Art
and music education are always the first to suffer
in economic downturns. As I write this, I hear
growing horror stories of program cuts, and
somewhat selfishly feel that I was lucky to get
out before it all started sliding south. I feel so
badly that priorities set by the left-brained
linear thinkers who rule the world make these
programs expendable.
My
Favorite Mantra:
Learning the three R's may help us learn HOW to live, but the ARTS are the reason WHY we live. |